My early childhood was highly traumatizing. I experienced trauma of all kinds since I was baby, growing up in a very violent home, experiencing rejection, abandonment, physical and emotional violence. 
At age 14, I had a cyst infection procedure that resulted in a partial removal of my labia. 

On my early 20 I had my first ectopic pregnancy which has been diagnosed quiet late and resulting on my first c-section scar tissue, the loss of my first fallopian tube and a fifty percent chance of becoming pregnant again, it was that big! 

No longer than 6 months later I had a myoma removed and a second c-section. 

At 26 I was married and feel pregnant again with another ectopic pregnancy. In this instance the procedure used to treat this condition ended the functioning of my second fallopian tube. 
These traumatic, and also invasive procedures later on compromised my ability to fall pregnant and have my own children. 

For 15 years I tried unsuccessfully to get pregnant, finally understanding that I had been sterile since my last procedure and had tried in vain. I was heart-broken and completely lost. Next I turned to IVF, only to discover that early menopause was upon me. 

At this final devastation I deepened my personal journey, transmuted the pain and transformed into the wise woman and very sensitive therapist I am today!